If only you cared

If only you cared,
then maybe I wouldn't be doing this to myself.
If only anyone cared,
I wouldn't have done this to me.
Look at me, I'm a mess
Both in the inside and in the outside.
My eyes red from crying,
and heart torn from stupidity
I hate my life, I have to say.
it has no point to it.
I make mistakes..realize it..learn from it...then do it over and over again.
damn something's wrong with me.
I think my brain malfunctionin...or I'm just plain stupid
I don't know..it's one of them

but, if only you cared,
if only ANYONE cared,
I wouldn't be in this mess right now.

Can't Let it Go..

How will I ever let go of our past?
The happy, crazy, fun past?
The ones with all the smiles and the 'lols'
With the funny &sweet nicknames
The one that always brought up our days...
Remember them?
The ones where we tell funny stories..(lmfao(?))
Remember the ones with the babies & hospitals
and the husbands

and the...abusive wife?
Remember our funny/serious Momment of Truths?
The ones where we talked about the most random and stupid things?
Remember them?
The happy emails & mssgs?
and the ones that we're not too happy?

I don't why/how we ended up like this..
But I don't like it one bit anymore..
Never thought I'll say this after all I've been through
..but i miss you
Seems like everywhere I try to go,
I keep thinking of you.

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Love , despite what they tell you , doesn't conquer all nor does it even usually last......

poem on life

Some people might say life sucks
or life is full of shit
While other people say life is beautiful
or life is full of surprises
I must say, I agree with all those
Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it
Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it.

Life is about sadness
Life is about happiness
Life is about pain
Life is miserable
Life is about loss
Life is about smiling
Life is about crying
Life is about love
Life is about laughter
Life is about learning from your mistakes
Life is horrible
Life is dumb
Life is awesome
Life is depression
Life is tears
Life is sorrow
Life is anxiety
Life is Bullshit
Life stinks
Life sucks
I could go on and on and tell you all about life
But I'm not here to sort this out for you
cuz..
Life is all about you and how you treat it
You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself
You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you
Life is you so be careful how you describe it

Sometimes a man can meet his destiny on the road he took to avoid it.....


Some people just don't know how to appreciate what they've got.....