If only you cared

If only you cared,
then maybe I wouldn't be doing this to myself.
If only anyone cared,
I wouldn't have done this to me.
Look at me, I'm a mess
Both in the inside and in the outside.
My eyes red from crying,
and heart torn from stupidity
I hate my life, I have to say.
it has no point to it.
I make mistakes..realize it..learn from it...then do it over and over again.
damn something's wrong with me.
I think my brain malfunctionin...or I'm just plain stupid
I don't know..it's one of them

but, if only you cared,
if only ANYONE cared,
I wouldn't be in this mess right now.